commencement

they finally released me, still don't know who i am & not sure i care, wandering wet city streets. this feels familiar. jumbled thoughts. nightmares continue. ambiguous barely discernible fragments. hiding under muck, not want to be found. smoking again. sleeping during the day, coming out at night to use computers at library. nobody looks at me in the face & i am glad. searching for something. needing some kind of fix. will tell you more when i get a clue. and more coherent.